The Forbidden Teachings - Prologue Chapter
Have you ever asked yourself why our psychology is negative at its core? Hasn't this small, simple question bothered you, even once? What is this strange, unnatural norm about? Why aren't human beings happy by nature? It seems that happiness has always been the highest goal in our lives, and yet it has stayed wrapped in mystery. The reason is simple: no one in history has reached that longed-for destination. Even great teachers who held the infinite light from Home (a concept explained at length later in the book), people like Moses and Jesus, were described by those around them as serious, hard figures. And that raises an unavoidable question: did they ever actually return to the place they came from?
Anyone who looks at this deeply can't miss the paradox. Positive psychology, which was supposed to be natural to us, takes effort. Holding an awareness of compassion, joy, and unconditional love is no small thing. It demands a high level of sharpness and the ability to recognize distractions and mental noise. It also demands rising above biological urges and inner resistance. On the other hand, anger, violent thoughts, resistance, fantasies, and mental confrontations with other people come to us with no effort at all. They pop up out of nowhere and change how we feel and act at any given moment. Like a river that never stops flowing, doubt and fear run through human psychology.
You can argue about religions, science, history, and spirituality for years, and none of us will manage to convince anyone else of our own truth. But here is a fact you can't ignore: negative psychology exists in every geographic region and in every culture. A consciousness of fear, lack, survival, anger, guilt, and envy. These frequencies haven't skipped a single culture throughout history. And what's especially interesting is that this negative code runs in the rich and the poor, atheists and believers alike. The psychological code of our world is universal, so the rich suffer exactly like the poor. Just in a more luxurious way.
The reason our logic and our consciousness are negative at their core is simple. When we came into this world, we entered a very specific operating system. The world is the operating system, and each of us is like an app or a program on a computer. Every program depends on the quality of the operating system. When the operating system fails, the programs freeze, the apps don't run properly, and nothing works. If we don't create change, we'll stay at its mercy forever. It can do whatever it wants, and we'll always be subject to its manipulations.
But no one wants you to know that you're stuck inside an operating system that enslaves you mentally and harvests your energy. That's why social brainwashing keeps stressing the idea of human freedom. In practice, our freedom of action is nothing but an illusion of choice, because all the options lead to the same results.
What's more, no one wants you to know that you carry the technology to delete the app and leave the operating system. Even today, institutions do everything they can to distract consciousness, through entertainment, games, pandemics, and wars. Throughout history, the servants of the code, the administrators of the operating system we live in, hunted down those who held this knowledge. They burned every piece of material they could get their hands on, and they put people to death just because they dared to speak and undermine their ideology.
On the basis of this concealment, they dictate to humanity its beliefs, its fashions, its technology, and the conflicts of the present. That's how they keep us divided and fighting each other. And as long as we're busy fighting each other, they can exploit us and limit us. They can pass new emergency laws and feed the cycle of human suffering without any interference.
This book, like the books that follow it in the series, is a very big interference. It takes power away from the Matrix and puts it back in your hands. What you do with it is your decision. The truth is always harder than comforting lies, but it sets you free. Inner excuses, zealotry for tradition, and whims from the outside are nothing but background noise on our journey of inquiry. In my firm opinion, the time has come for this knowledge to reach the general public. My hope is that humanity is mature and aware enough to take it in and absorb it into its psyche.
If we want to crack the hidden code of this world, we have to start at the very beginning. Only then will we understand the macrocosmic events and their effect on our microcosmic psychology. We won't start with the creation of the world as many interpret it from the Hebrew Bible, and not with the Big Bang of the scientific world either. Both of these stories start at a point where something already exists and is already working.
We want to go further. Long before Genesis. Long before there was light, sound, or movement. Only then will we understand the real boundaries of this reality: how it exists, what its laws are, and how to break free from the negative code of the world we live in. To understand our psychology and how it operates, we have to study and investigate the code of this particular world and how it works.
We want to believe that human beings are wise and enlightened, that they can weigh events with a moral eye and make decisions on their own. In practice, we see a completely different picture. People want to look smart and to be seen as strong, balanced, and spiritual. And today, thanks to social media, it's very easy to put on that show. The mask is pretty, the clothes are white, but every trigger or bit of resistance sets off an extreme mental reaction. People want to be seen as strong, but they rush to ask an external authority for approval every time they have to make a decision. They talk in clichés and quotes, and they're sure these are their own original thoughts.
We want to believe that the average person is good by nature. In practice, we see a humanity that has been violent throughout its entire history, one that hasn't known a single year without war or killing. The signs of individual psychology show up clearly in collective events, and in the way people react under pressure or in a crisis. You can't make absolute generalizations about a group because of what one person did, but the actions of a huge group often reflect dominant traits in the psychology of the individuals who make it up. A balanced psychology and broad awareness in many people would never lead to violent conflict. From this we can conclude that the leaders a nation chooses are a mirror that reflects our psychological quality as a collective. The truth about human beings comes out in the most uncomfortable moments. And luckily for us, this world provides more than enough extreme events to expose the truth about each and every one of us.
We want to believe that the institutions of religion, state, and science work for our benefit. But in my view, these establishment systems have tended throughout history to present distorted narratives instead of the full truth. Religion and science are powerful tools of manipulation.
How many times in history have people murdered in the name of God and in the name of their faith? How many keep doing it today? The sentence "This is what God wants" has served as justification for the brutal murder of millions. What kind of god commands people to murder each other? The Forbidden Teachings answer exactly this question.
That religious sentence also reminds me of a common scientific manipulation we hear every day on the news: "Studies have proven." Just like the religious statement, "studies have proven" is enough for many people to obey without asking questions. And what about the important questions? Who ran the study, who funded it, and to serve what interest? What "truth," what product, or what policy are they trying to sell, and what important data was left out? People don't think about that. They're sure this magic phrase makes all criticism, all healthy doubt, and all independent thinking unnecessary.
In my view, very hard questions have come up around the medical policy that pushed most of humanity to get vaccinated during the COVID period, in the years 2020–2021, and many people feel to this day that they're suffering from the consequences of this "proven" science. Anyone who allows themselves to look closely may recognize how large parts of the establishment scientific world sometimes operate as a lobby serving clear economic interests, from selling drugs and the pharma industry to imposing laws and strict lockdowns. All of these were presented to the public as solid facts that couldn't be challenged. In practice, scientists and former officials had to face tough hearings in Congress and answer for the information that was presented to billions of people, or hidden from them.
And the result of all this? Today people look for scientific proof for everything, and anything science can't explain with its tools becomes irrelevant in their eyes. Psychology and metaphysics are the very heart of our life experience, just like the decisive weight that inner thought carries throughout the day. And if they too become irrelevant and a target of ridicule, no wonder we've become creatures who operate from a narrow intellectual perception alone. It's no surprise that our world is full of diseases, wars, and conflicts. They happen outside the home, inside the home, and inside our inner psychological system. People are sure the Age of Aquarius is already here and that humanity is about to wake up. How easy it is to recite the coming of redemption without taking responsibility.
Is humanity really more awake? Or did everyone just pick the ideological pole that speaks to them more? It could be a religious, scientific, or spiritual belief. Either way, after reading a few books, people enter the arrogance stage and start talking in clichés. And why clichés, of all things? Because most of them have no foundations. So every time they want to prove something, they have to lean on someone else's quote. But what if that person was wrong too? Many of the people who demand a scientific explanation for every claim aren't scientists themselves. They simply believe science can explain everything, when science can only measure. And what if the only proof can come through inner abilities, and doesn't appear in any book?
"I demand scientific proof!"
Why?
How long do you think scientific proof will hold up? How long will the theories of current science keep their status, until new findings come along that completely contradict what was written? That's the nature of science: it changes and updates. Throughout history, many ideas that were considered absolute were completely overturned, like the geocentric model or the medical theories that came before us. Most of what was considered "scientifically proven" two hundred years ago, fifty years ago, and even just a few years ago has already been replaced by new findings.
"But how?! It was scientifically proven!" If so, why doesn't it stand the test of time and results? How can findings that were considered accurate keep changing all the time?
In science, you have to distinguish between solid facts and general models and theories that change their shape. And institutions sometimes use these models as if they were facts, to drive manipulations and get people to change their behavior, as we saw in the collective medical moves of recent years.
When this much institutional and social pressure is applied, most people completely forget their own healthy skepticism and obey without asking questions. They believe blindly that the authorities in white coats hold the absolute truth, and that they will never make mistakes or mislead anyone. But reality shows that establishment science has more than once been hijacked by interested parties and turned into a lobby that produces huge political and economic deals at the public's expense. The tough investigations and legal battles now being exposed around the world only confirm this.
The glory of the scientific world doesn't end there. One of the things in academia today that makes you wonder is bibliographic sources. People feel so smart when they add a scientific citation. It's a shame that so many lean on citations and bibliographies as a fixed, absolute authority, instead of seeing them as raw material for independent inquiry. Far too often we find ourselves citing past assumptions that turned out to be wrong in order to justify claims in the present. That always makes me smile.
I believe everyone cooks their own porridge and eats it. Whoever blindly clings to the establishment's "exact science," without using critical thinking, eventually discovers that the system misled them, and sometimes even turned them into part of the machinery that hunts down anyone who dares to think differently. Think twice every time someone on the screen tries to convince you of some truth. It isn't truth. It's interest. It's a box that was designed from the start for manipulation, brainwashing, and sales offers.
We want to believe there is a higher power that watches over us, guides us, and directs us. But why does that same power command us to hate and judge each other? Why, in the Torah, the Old Testament, do we meet images of an angry, jealous, punishing god? Is this the absolute consciousness that created everything? And if so, why is it so furious over the dramas of a few human beings? In my private life, I don't find myself getting involved in the dramas of cats or ants. Who is the god mentioned in the Hebrew Bible, the New Testament, and the Quran? After this book, you'll understand the difference between the supreme Source and the secondary creator, the one who created the world of matter. You'll also understand how the distortion that took place in the cosmic structure affected the development of the generations of consciousness (the Gnostic concept the sources call "races"). The Forbidden Teachings I present here tell the drama of the current Cosmic Day (a foundational concept explained in depth in the coming chapters). They describe the distortion that took place as the cosmic structures descended into incarnation, and its effect on human psychology. And they show the way we return to our original consciousness.
We want to see religious institutions as a source of compassion and help. So why doesn't that show in the psychology of families, in educational institutions, and in the homes of devout families? Why do we hear about so many cases of violence and abuse in religious, secular, and spiritual society alike? When we look at what actually happens, we recognize the distorted psychology in every society, in every field, and in every culture.
Don't believe anything you read, including what's written here in this book. Investigate for yourselves. Compare your esoteric insights with real personal experience, and with everything happening in human society. The truth starts to reveal itself the further we move away from our identity cube. It reveals itself when we allow ourselves a long, independent look at the principles, behaviors, and cosmic and human laws that act on us and influence us. What in our experience keeps proving itself again and again, no matter what? And what do we want to be true, yet never comes true before our eyes?
To understand our psychology, we have to go back to the beginning. But what sources will I rely on? If you expect empirical scientific proof from external authorities, you've come to the wrong place. Others have bent proof to fit economic and ideological interests. Instead of chasing it, I suggest chasing the truth. And how do you find truth? In four main stages.
The first stage: You identify and acknowledge the limits of exoteric information, the kind served to us in academia, the media, education systems, institutions, and religious interpretations. Exoteric information is available to the general public, and it's the engine of brainwashing. Every country and every culture carefully chooses the exoteric information it passes on to its population. It's a literal, simplistic reading of knowledge. That's why even the most devout religious people don't know the real, alchemical meaning of the verses. Exoteric information gives institutions power and control over us. Through it they can tell, suggest, divide, split, and stir up resistance in us. This information is the engine of all human conflict.
The second stage: You turn to esoteric information, the hidden kind that isn't distributed and isn't taught. Esoteric information gives deeper and broader meaning to the information of the previous stage. Through esoteric understanding we see that each religion is nothing but one piece of the puzzle. If you put the pieces together properly, you get a chronology. But to read the testaments properly, we need access to knowledge about what happened before creation. This includes understanding the multidimensional cosmic structure: the seven dimensions, from the physical world up to the seventh (which parallel the seven heavens, to be defined and explained precisely later on), how they were built after the fall, how they're run, and how the three-dimensional Simulation, the third dimension where we're physically imprisoned, is connected to them and conditioned by them. It also includes the history of the generations of consciousness and the fall of consciousness. Esoteric knowledge like this was hidden for a long time. Only in the last two hundred years has it begun to come back to us, after more than fifteen hundred years in which these writings were suppressed and zealously hidden. Ask yourselves: why would anyone want to destroy knowledge like this? Today we have hundreds of thousands of science fiction books and fairy tales that nobody burns. But esoteric knowledge was hunted down by the institutions with great severity. An institutional effort like that should raise a lot of questions for us.
True, when we approach esoteric knowledge, our perception changes. Even so, it's very important not to turn it into a new religion. You have to take with a grain of salt the psychology of the writers themselves, and mine too. It's still an external authority. But unlike exoteric information, it doesn't try to impose itself and control you in every area of life.
The third stage: After we've expanded our world of concepts and understanding through esoteric content, we can choose the path of alchemy. Inner alchemy is deep psychological and metaphysical work, which largely parallels certain models of inner work in the East, such as Tantra. Without inner alchemy, our attention stays trapped in external aspects forever, and those aspects get a full mandate to control how we feel, think, and act. Alchemy leads to gnosis. Gnosis is knowledge received through direct experience and through our "inner internet." In my experience, this state comes with a deep shift in states of consciousness: from the tense concentration of everyday life, through deeper and deeper stillness, to a state of clarity in which special access to inner information opens up. I suggest seeing the familiar brain frequencies, beta, alpha, theta, delta, and gamma, as a language that helps describe this transition. It doesn't fully explain it. If I compared today's internet with the inner information we can access, the internet wouldn't cover even a thousandth of a percent of it. The reason is that the internet is based only on what exists in the third dimension. It's a schema of human knowledge, nothing more. The inner worlds are completely different, but access to them opens only when our inner light starts to rise, and only when we acknowledge the lies and limits of the three-dimensional Simulation. You'll find the first tools for this work in the practical chapter at the end of the volume. I'll expand on alchemy and its types in the books to come.
The fourth stage: You examine the knowledge you've gathered and how well it stands the test of results. Most theories in the world don't. They fall apart. The truth never falls apart. And if it does, it isn't the truth.
In this book I present my own unique combination of the Forbidden Teachings. Its aim is to give humanity a concentrated map of our cosmic and psychological chronology, through a union of esoteric knowledge and gnosis. This volume relies on sources as raw material for inquiry: the Nag Hammadi writings, extra-canonical writings and apocryphal literature, the Hekhalot literature and the Kabbalah, and the sacred writings of the Mandaeans. When you connect all of these wisely, you get a completely new understanding. It explains how multidimensional negative psychology came into being and how the Matrix was built: the fall of Wisdom, the creation of the seven dimensions, and the rescue mission of the sparks of light.
"The Forbidden Teachings: Volume One" is the structure I built and am now presenting to you. This is the path, and this is the version that puts things in order. This is the garment I tailored for you, so you can open your eyes to reality and to the full potential that has been dormant in you until now.
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